Eversince, I have started writing this series “Blog everyday in July” I am forced to think/learn/judge a lot of things about myself. Often times we talk about how the other person is good except a few bad traits. Today, I am going to evalute my bad traits. Yes. I know what they are.
1. Taking stress: I stress out a lot for minute little things in life. Running out milk, STRESS. House is messy, STRESS. Guests are coming home, STRESS. What to cook for dinner, STRESS. Missed my workout, STRESS. Assignments are due, STRESS. Got up late today, STRESS
2. Being a perfectionist: While this can be a good trait to have, I would say it is my worst trait. I am so particular about keeping things clean and the way they should and this takes a lot of time and energy and makes a angry person. I spent hours together organizing kitchen cabinets, notes, books any other stuff lying around anywhere in the house. I love making to-do list and this trait helps me follow the list. If I sit down to wtach TV my eyes search for the dust sitting around the TV, I get up and start cleaning again. I like the laundery to folded in a certain way. I like every bottle to be cleaned throughly before putting it back to where it belongs. I like the dinner plates and table mats to be put in certain way so much so that me and my husband often have arguments! I get cranky by the end of the day due to the above mention traits.
3. Self-citicizing: I usually crticize myself a lot for not being good enough. For not being able to stick workout routines, For having big thighs. Sometimes I care a lot about what other people think. I tend to help other people a lot so much so that I am ready to give up my things and routines. I am getting better at this trait and have started voicing opinions and am learning to say a ‘No’
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